Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Blind I Was Until I Could See


Blind I lived
Until I could see
Going to and fro
As privileged as could be.

Blind I lived
Everywhere I looked
Felt comfortable
Every turn I took.

Built into my spaces
Those assumptions that I made
I held to them like a cloak
From the chill of winter afraid.

Sameness is what I saw
Left and right so it seems
Those people over there
Blinding that heavy beam.

Whiteness is how I lived
Who would be surprised
The folks with different skin
Were somehow to be despised.

How long could that be maintained
And live and be somehow sane
To hide behind that wall
And pretend to be humane.

There were small dents here and there
By Cora and the prof we called Doc
My father’s friend named Charlie
The Black preacher even more the shock.

College opened up the door
To more people of other races
Still the assumptions just lingered
Without opening up all the spaces.

Then the call came that day
“The severity of the cause”
The words I heard
More than made me pause.

Into their world I wondered
Stories of farming while black
The powers and oppression
My white world did severely crack.

The mediation hearing in DC
Powerful people all around the room
Farmer, wife, and legal counsel
Would the feds their lives consume.

By grit and determination
The lawsuits they did win
How much of life they lost
These things America’s greatest sin.

Other people and conversations
Continued to challenge my thinking
Gary Doc Van Welchel Janice Major
My blindness rapidly shrinking.

Enslaved Africans chained
Inside the brutal ship
Bought and sold like cattle
On the auction block forced to strip.

Brought here to work the land
To support the owners greed
Never to own the land
Freedom a deeply planted seed.

From then until now
Whiteness the dominant color
Who made that determination
Of the value of the other.

We see it all around
When we live with open eyes
Oppression left and right
To many there is no surprise.

From red lining
To obstacles at the voting booth
Crime violence against people
Passed time to learn the truth.

To fulfill the dreamers dream
Cease judging by color of skin
But by content of ones character
Living beyond our original sin.

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